i can't wait to get back to singapore. this way i'll be away from the selfish antics of my family. it's so much better to live by myself. what i want, i get. i hate having to account to my family members my every move. it takes hours to get anything done because my family moves like a sloth. it sucks. esp since they are so un cooperative. this hols is pretty much being wasted like last December's. argh. why do i always have to spend my hols here in this stupid place??? i bet my dad was lying when he said he'll get me the job working with aircrafts here in December. he's always letting me get my hopes up and then just letting me go down hard. ARGH. i don't want sch to start, but i don't to remain cooped up in the house here with nothing to do!!

i'm sounding like a demanding girl. gah. but i'm not ok. how can anyone like having to stone in a blood boring place while watching the precious holidays fly by??=(

i hate my hols.